Pointless

it's 01.34 A.M

and I'm still facing my laptop with lots of things to be think of

i barely cant sleep

maybe because of 

overthinking.

yeah, 

im pretty sure about it.

overthinking is killing me in the inside everyday,

sometimes it lead me to think of something that wasn't there 

at the first place

but i just cant help it.

after all, all i need is

beach, the sound of the birds after the rain or maybe the sound of the rain

would be perfect for me right now

because that was my perfect gateaway,

far from the hectic-ness of city life,

stressful

demand

pressure.

at last, everything is pointless.