Tuesday 12 June 2018

Fall 10 Times stand up 11 - Vidyanshu Vishwakarma

Midnight 🕛, my ideal time to write (when I feel to) about anything.
This very moment where my brain working too much until I barely can sleep.
I am in relationship with my bed but lately, my brain draws me to cheat with my wildest thought
Which I never knew where is it come from. I am distracted. 

Instead of entertaining my wild thought, its better if I shared my ups and down with you guys.
Have you guys ever experience breaking down? Hit your rock bottom? How many times? Once or twice or uncountable? 
Well guys, it’s okay to fall down, no matter how many times you hit your rock bottom, it’s fine. But promise me, don’t stay broken! Stand up and chin up princess or your crown slip. Wore that and be proud, it shows you lived your life. 

I am a teacher who failed psychometric test 2 times. 😩 By right, once you failed the first one, your out from this field. It shows that I Dont have that teacher material. 🤭 But our ministry of education gave us (those who failed) second chance, but I still failed. You know what,  I am so into teaching, so when I failed twice I feel like the end of the world. I was even furious with everything. It just a psychometric test what, why You cant just let me pass the test. (Emotion driven 🤣) 
I even protested that it is not fair the teacher’s accountability is measured by that test. I blame the process, procedures and the system. I was mad, upset, sad, angry, feel unfair and obviously I was too ego back then. 

Wanna know the rest of it? Stay tuned...will be continue.. 😘😘😘

Monday 11 June 2018

Comeback!!

Entry comeback!

Woot! Woot! It’s been awhile huh..
I forgot that all this while I have a blog! de heck.. Hahaha
I should start blogging again..I miss you dear blog and I am sorry
for my inconsistent commitment 🤦🏻‍♀️ Let’s get back! Tons of story need to be told. 😎

Well, I have two news. How I wish I could write there two good news 😕
Let’s hear the bad one first.
At least for me, I’m counting days to reach 28!! Oh my....I’m getting older.
Not just that, living a life as an adult is like losing your parents in a supermarket when you were 5!
De heck! I hope my Prince Charming come and get me before 30 hahaha!!
But this time not with the white horse but with a vow to love and care for me till we turn grey and old. Awwwww... 😍

By the way, what would the good news be??? 🤔🤔
Well, dear reader I am official a TEACHER!
My dream came trueeee.. I always dream that one day I can be a teacher
And God has answered my pray. Praise the lord.
Yet, it’s not an overnight achievement.. I went through a lot to be where I am standing now.
All the ups and downs are worthy! Thank you to my parents, colleagues, friends and my sister in Christ for the thoughtful prayers and nonstop support. God blessed all of you.

So, this would be my entry comeback.. more to come! Stay tuned. 😘


Monday 27 April 2015

Used To

WE used to be the closest friends back then.
WE used to be together, 
laugh at the same
jokes
do stupid things 
talk random things up until 4 in the morning

not to mention

WE used to 
argued for different point of view,
refuse to talk to each other,
sometimes,
WE act like WE were okay.

until

distance torn 
the friendship up that WE build through out the time WE still
hold the title "student".

weird
how can WE turn to be like this
from closest friend become someone i used to know.

you,
if WE bump in coincidence 
Anywhere, Anytime,
in this small world,
please do exchange smile
perhaps that time WE can fixed
this friendship.